“Whether a man would have died tomorrow or the day after or eventually… it doesn’t matter. Because… this life… every second of it… is all we have (Rice 238, Interview with the Vampire).”
It’s not worth being angry over mistakes that were made a long time ago.
It’s not worth not going all out to accomplish something.
It’s not worth it to hold back.
It’s not worth your energy to hold grudges.
It’s not worth your time to wonder what might have been.
It’s not worth your heart or compassion to forgive and laugh. Not this time, or back then. Summertime may make you think of those “special” boys, but really? They used you, and they didn’t respect you. So now, you keep your backbone, and you keep your head up. You deserve better than all of them.
They’re not worth giving up any small speck of happiness you’ve gathered.